Magical Mondays: Back to bed

I have a complicated relationship with this card. On the one hand, when I pull it I often feel a full-body sense of relief. A sighing exhale. Finally, I think, permission to slow down and take it easy. On the other hand, I often feel a "why now?" kind of resistance and frustration, because I was just gearing up to push harder, muscle through, and finally finally make progress on some long-held goals. Also, I have pulled this card a lot (or so it seems to me) and so sometimes I wonder if it's...